Sunday, November 8, 2009

First Cry of Life

This last Thursday morning I witnessed, or technically heard, one of the most beautiful earthly miracles with which God blessed us: the birth of a child.

I tear up even now at the wonderment at such a moment. As I stood in that hospital hallway I was surrounded by the full cycle of life. Somewhere in that building someone was dying, but there in front of me, my niece was being born.

Even not being her mother, when that first gargled cry rent through the air it pierced right into my heart. That feeling was absolutely indescribable and my pathetic attempt to put it into words will never do it justice.

I blubbered in the hall listening to the lusty cries that were the trumpet sound for a glorious miracle. For if you really give the birth of a child thought it is indeed a miracle. From conception to birth so many things have to happen just correctly and fall into place guided by God's hand that it is nothing short of a miracle.

My emotions only soared higher when that bundled little weeble wobble of a baby was placed in my arms. Her little lower lip sticking out to pout before she gave a cry as if to tell me of the horrors she had been put through to get here. Those unfocused eyes crinkling in the corners as she cried at the loss of her warm, cozy place and close, life-giving bond to her mother. Soft, smooth skin flushed with the warmth of life and amazingly clear to have just been born. Fingers so tiny they could not possibly be real. People who say they do not believe in love at first sight, have never held a baby the day it was born!

It is almost scary how quickly you can love and fiercely want to protect someone you have just met, someone whose personality has not even had time to develop, and voice has not been heard. Yet here she is and love her I do....



Princess Penguin
Born November 5, 2009
8 lbs and 1 oz
20 inches long

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Autumn

Today when I stepped out to head to cube-hell I had to pause and take a deep breath. It was cool! My skin actually felt chilled! What a wonderful feeling! Autumn is approaching, my favorite time of year!

I love when the air gets crisp, the leaves start turning and you get that Mary Poppins skip to your step! It is the time that starts you thinking about Halloween, Thanksgiving and then Christmas! I enjoy summer but I have to say Autumn and Winter are my favorites!

I am itching to get my long sleeved shirts, boots, and hats out and ready to wear! I think they are more comfortable and cozy than most of the summer clothing. I guess here in the south it is soooooo hot in the summer you don't even want your clothes on so they are not exactly favored, but in the winter it is just cold enough to snuggle into that long sleeved sweater, brushing the soft fuzziness across your cheek as you are curled on the couch, sipping hot cocoa and reading a good book! Then again it is probably just me :)

Either way I am uber glad Autumn is on its way!

Yes I said uber glad :)

Until next time...

Thursday, September 24, 2009

October is around the corner....

So October is almost here and you know what that means....Halloween!

I have already begun planning my second annual Halloween party. I already have many of my decorations, re-using some from last year and obtaining new ones. The earlier the better because it is better pickings.

The big question for now though is...What will be my costume?!?

Last year I was a pirate and Sexy Husband was my "treasure". I am having a hard time deciding what to be this year. I love to dress up in costumes and since I do not do as much acting anymore, Halloween is prime opportunity. The problem is there are so many options!!

Any suggestions?

I will update when I figure it out!

Until next time...

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

The dilemma of depression

I am fighting depression.

There you have it.

I experience life through my emotions. I admit it. I am an emotional creature. I usually am a vivacious, creative, life loving person ....until recently.

I am constantly tired, have an underlying blah or sadness in my gut, and just no desire to do anything...like blog.

I am finally saying something on here because as another blog's post reminded me, this is My blog. I write on here for me first, the possible audience is a perk. I am already struggling to write anything and have been moping away even more for fear of "bothering" my readers with "unhappy" posts.

Well sorry readers but this post will not be happy.

Don't get me wrong, I can laugh, I can enjoy a day and have a good ole time. It is just underneath it all is this ever present "sadness" for lack of a better word. I cry at everything and my poor husband is wondering what he married.

To add to it I have a layer of guilt on top of the sadness.

Why you ask?

Because I have absolutely no reason whatsoever to be depressed! Which makes it even more depressing! Vicious cycle!


I am calling my doctor tomorrow. We shall see what can be done.

I don't like this....I want the funny, vivacious, creative girl back!

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

.....

I am officially tired of pregnant women.

The End.


(This comment excludes my sis-in-law)

Thursday, August 27, 2009

A letter to a cube-mate

Dear Lady in cubicle number six,

There is absolutely no need to yell on the land-line phone which you use at your desk. The people in the surrounding counties have no need or desire to hear your conversations even though they are about work.

We are well aware that you know how to whisper given that you do so when gossiping with someone who has come to visit you in your cubicle. We would ask that you utilize this while on the phone as well. It would be beneficial to the work and health of those surrounding you. Also it would be beneficial to your health because it would decrease the desire for someone to cut out your vocal chords.

As a side note, we would also like to request that you check your voicemail messages with the hand-held part to your ear and not on speakerphone. We do not need to know that your forty-seventh meeting has been cancelled for the day.

We hope you take this friendly note as a helpful encouragement which will increase productivity in the workplace.

Sincerely,
You Cube-Hell Mates

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

We interrupt the normal programming for....

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